Introducing our website

This blog is to advertise stories from our free website at .
This site is made up by 3 woman that have bonded a great online friendship and who love writing. We decided to share our writings with others. We are opening up a Christian Domestic Discipline fictional story website..
These Stories will contain situations that could come up in day to day lives between married, engaged or dating couples that practice CDD (Christian Domestic Discipline.

There will be chapter books where you can grow in their lives on how women learn to be submissive wives and the couples as they deal with life as a couple and the problems that crop up in their lives.

It will also contain short stories. This blog will excerpt from a chapter for each book written. You can go to the site to read the full books. You do need to register but it is a free site.

There will be no BDSM. This will strictly be clean Christian based writing. There will be spanking but no overt sexual content; any sexual references will be discreet in nature. We do not deal in pornographic material, soft or otherwise.

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

The drawing for the paddle was yesterday and I have been in contact with the winner.  Please let me know if there is any interest in doing a paddle drawing every couple of months.  If people are interested I will talk to my husband and see if he is willing to donate one every so often.  Also please remember that if you are interested in getting a paddle for yourself you can email me.  He will make them upon request.

Sunday, June 29, 2014

Last Chance to win

It is the last day of the contest to win one of these hand crafted, personalized paddles.  Enter today.  The drawing is tomorrow!

Thursday, June 26, 2014

SciSpanks 2014

Don't forget to enter our contest for the hand crafted paddle!

SciSpanks 2014!


Would you like free stories, fun, and a chance at over $1,000 in prizes? This summer, you can participate in a short story extravaganza! Award-winning authors of dystopian, paranormal, urban fantasy, speculative, and science fiction will showcase stories for your enjoyment. Chat with your favorite authors, meet new-to-you authors, find great new books, and meet new friends!
Sci Spanks Featured Authors
Anastasia Vitsky
Anne Ferrer Odom
Carole Cummings
Cathy Pegau
Erzabet Bishop
Eve Langlais
Eva Lefoy
Jessica E. Subject
Kate Richards
Kathryn R. Blake
Leigh Ellwood
Louisa Bacio
Maren Smith
Natasha Knight
Olivia Starke
Sue Lyndon
Introducing guest blogger Ami Starsong!
Want to become a Sci Spanks ambassador and earn an extra prize entry? See below!
Even better, participation could earn you a GRAND PRIZE!
Kindle Fire or Nook HD (winner’s choice)
(donated by Blushing Books)

Book Bundles from:
Many authors also will offer a contest on their individual blogs.  Your comment on their blogs automatically enters you in both the main contest and the individual contests!
What’s the catch?  Absolutely nothing!  We love writing for you and want to thank you for your readership.  Perhaps someone might get a spanking or two, but that’s a reward rather than a catch, right?  ;)
Here are the rules:
  1. Visit each blog between Wednesday, June 25 and Sunday, June 29 to read the posted stories and excerpts.
  2. Leave a comment answering the story question on each blog.  You will receive one entry per blog for the grand prize drawing.  You will also be automatically entered in that author’s individual contest, if she has one.
  3. If you have visited all of the blogs, visit Ana’s blog to sign up for FIVE bonus entries to the grand prize.
  4. Deadline is midnight EDT (UTC -4) on June 29!!
  5. If you successfully completed a previous challenge (Love Spanks 2014, Spank or Treat 2013, Spankee Doodle 2013, Love Spanks 2013, or Spank or Treat 2012), you may add “VIP” to your comments.  You will earn THREE bonus entries toward the grand prize.  (Yes, we will be doing this again.  Yes, if you successfully complete the Love Spanks 2014 challenge you can become a VIP for our next activity!)
  6. If you are an published writer/author, please add “W” to your comments. That way, your name will be entered in the special author prize drawings.
  7. Visit any of the participating blogs on Wednesday, July 2nd to find out the lucky winners.  Will it be you?
NEW THIS YEAR! Visit us on Facebook ( between June 25th and 29th to receive an invitation to an exclusive Sci Spanks party! Chat with your favorite authors, earn extra prize entries, and give feedback about the stories!

Like these events? Want to support your friendly sci-fi authors? Become a Sci Spanks 2014 Ambassador! In exchange for promoting this event, you will receive one extra prize entry, AND you are still eligible to participate and win prizes!
To sign up, contact Ambassador Liaison Kathryn Blake at, with the subject line “Sci Spanks Ambassador.”
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Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Sci Spanks contest......We are giving away a hand crafted, custom designed, paddle.  You choose the colors, and the name.  These paddles are beautiful and quite personal yet highly effective.  To enter please just post a comment to this blog with your email.  At the end of Sci Spanks we will draw the winner randomly.  Good Luck.

Monday, June 23, 2014


As we have been updating the story site, completing some stories and adding new chapters to others, it occurred to us that we would love to know what our readers want.  Please let us know if there is a story you are following that you want more chapters of, or if there is a series that you would like to see another book added.  Or perhaps you have a suggestion for a new story.  Please give us your feedback.  We will do our best to accommodate your requests.

Dee Dee, Daisy, Grace & April

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Luke & Lacey

The final chapters of Luke & Lacey (by Daisy) have been added.  Come see how this story turns out?

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Amanda's Trails Ending

The final chapters of Amanda's Trials has been added in Dee Dee's stories.  Come find out all that has happened with Stan and Amanda.

Thursday, June 19, 2014

New Poll

Come answer the new poll on the website.

If you could choose the implement what would you choose?

You do not have to be a registered member to participate in the poll.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

New Chapters!

New chapters have been added to several stories.  Come see what is happening with your favorite stories.  If your story hasn't yet been continued please let us know what you are looking for and we will try to get new chapters for you soon.

Sci Spanks

New Story! Guilty as Charged - Excerpt

“Now young lady, would you care to explain to me why you were out on an arrest when you were on your way home?” he asked without even bothering to say hello.  “On second thought, get yourself home NOW and tell me in person.  How long will it take you to get here?” he demanded.

Andie winced knowing she was in deep trouble.  She knew when she explained what had happened he was going to be very upset and it had been a long week and the last thing she needed was to deal with an irate husband, especially one like her husband who had his own ways of dealing with his wife when she stepped out line or endangered herself. 

“Andrea Morgan McCall, I’m waiting for your answer!” he growled pulling her out of her reverie.

“Er, uh, ten minutes Sir,” she mumbled unhappily into the phone.

“I’ll see you in ten minutes.  When you get home I want you to go straight to our bedroom and wait for me.  If you need to use the bathroom do so, but then wait for me in the usual manner,” he instructed.

“Y… Yes Sir,” she said softly and the phone call ended.

The rest of the drive home was uncomfortable and nerve wracking for Andie.  She knew she was in really deep trouble because she had broken not only a department rule but one of her husband’s rules which had to do with her safety.  That meant she was in the worst possible trouble and past experience had shown her that she was going to seriously regret not taking the time to call for backup.  The last time she had done something dangerous on the job she had been extremely sorry and it was nothing compared to this time so she knew it was going to be very bad indeed for her poor bottom.  So lost in her memories was she that she arrived home before she realized and nearly missed the turn to her house.
Once she parked the car she sat and took a deep breath trying to calm herself before she went into the house to face her husband.  Here she was a cop, fighting dangerous criminals on a daily basis and the thought of facing her husband when she was in trouble made her nervous, even instilled fear into her, more than facing down the most hardened criminal.  It didn’t make a lot of sense to her, but then the connection she had with her husband made her even more sensitive to disappointing or upsetting him.  She was a leader in her division at work and had developed a reputation as a hardnosed detective.  Many of the men in the division cringed in her presence, yet when it came to her husband, she was submissive and was often the one doing the cringing when she got herself into trouble.  Finally, knowing she couldn’t delay any longer, she exited the car and went inside to face the music.

Monday, June 16, 2014

New Chapters Added

New chapters have been added to some of our stories, more to be added soon come see if your story has been continued.  If you are looking for more of a particular story please let us know.

Are you sitting at home bored, or need to stay out of trouble?

Come visit our website cddtakeninhandstories

If you like westerns we have westerns
If you like drama and mystery we have that too and more

Come check us out!!
Don't see something you like to read let us know and we can write it.

We love feedback and comments so after you check out the site then  come back here and leave a comment!!

Hope to hear from you soon
The writing team
We want to apologize to all of our members.  The website was having some technical glitches that had gone unnoticed.  It seemed to be randomly setting up accounts as inactive instead of active.  We have since gone in and activated all of the accounts.  We attempted to email all the accounts that had been inactive and inform them of the problem.  But we still have over 150 members that have never been able to access our website.  Please if you have an account check it now.  And if you sign up and it doesn't appear to work please be patient as we see them we are manually activating the accounts.  Every time we activate an account we send an email letting you know it has been activated.  Again we are sorry for any inconvenience this has cause to anyone.  We do want you to enjoy the stories on our site.

Cddtakeninhandstories Authors

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Saturday Night Reading

Its Saturday Night here and raining. Nothing to do but read a good book.


Are you sitting at home bored, or need to stay out of trouble?

Come visit our website

If you like westerns we have westerns
if you like drama and mystery we have that too and more

Come check us out!!
Don't see something you like to read let us know and we can write it.

We love feedback and comments so after you check out the site then  come back here and leave a comment


Sunday, July 14, 2013

A new story has been added to our site.  Daisy has begun a new series called Wyoming Brides.  Book one is about Luke and Lacey.  Here is a small sample of this story.  Come to the website to read more.

Lacey went running up the stairs to the restaurant if her friend wasn’t working her house was right behind the restaurant as she flung the door open she ran right into Luke, Kayla’s older brother who had also been her brother Josh and Wades best friend. He was 30 years old right in between them.  Luke had a stack of Styrofoam containers filled with food and at 6ft5 Hailey was right at his chest.  She felt like a midget next to him even though at 5ft6 she wasn’t really short for a girl.
“Hey where you going in a hurry little Lacey Turner?” He asked with a smirk as he moved the containers out of the way to see who ran into him.
She rolled her eyes “you watch it you big oaf you about knocked me over.”  Here was another dominating man that she’d rather not be around. All though she found him very attractive; he too raised his sister Kayla like Wade raised her and they had the same ideas and same rules.
“Well excuse me madam” he said tipping his cowboy hat at her and moving out of the way. “Still a feisty thing I see.” She huffed by him rolling her eyes again. “Your eyes might stay that way if you do it too much.”  He chuckled.  She just walked on by him shooing him away.  He watched her walk away. He hadn’t seen her much since she turned 18. She sure did look more grown up and not so much like a child.
He made it over to Josh’s store and was laughing as he walked in. He walked to the back finding Josh and Wade back there.  “What’s so funny?” Josh asked reaching for the food.
“I just ran into a fiery little blonde that resembles the two of you.”
Wade just shook his head “What did she do now?”
Oh nothing really, she ran into me as I was walking out of the restaurant but of course I was in her way.  Then she rolled her eyes and I told her they would stay that way. She called me a big oaf. ME??  A big oaf?” He laughed knowing at 6 foot 5 almost 6 foot 6 it was true. “Then she shooed me away, rather like dismissing me. She’s still feisty huh?”
“That she is maybe someday soon she will get a man to take her of my hands and give her what she needs.” Wade chuckled winking at Luke as he got up.
“Well he better have a strong hand because what she needs is a good ole spanking daily.” Luke said smiling big and thought he might be up to that.
All 3 men started laughing just as Lacey walked in.  “What’s so funny you three goons?”  Being in the same room with the three of them was like a cloud of heavy cowboy testosterone.
“Well there’s my sweet little sister.” Josh said standing up to give her a hug. “Glad your back home I really need your help well Luke does.  Tessa and I are going out of town for two weeks and I need you to help Luke take care of the store.”
Lacey’s eyes got huge the last thing she wanted to do was spend all day with Luke’s over dominance and then go home and deal with Wades barking orders.  “Well If I say no that probably doesn’t matter because I’m pretty sure I really don’t have a choice do I?  And if your here all day what about your ranch Luke? Did you forget about that huh? I can handle the store by myself you can’t work all day and night.” She smirked. “Now that will get him out of my hair.” She thought to herself putting her hands on her hips glaring at Luke.
Luke folded his hands across his chest staring her down “Well miss smarty pants I might look like a dumb cowboy but I’m not. You forget that Dalton has been working for me for years and is now my head foreman.” He smirked back at her has she scowled and didn’t say a word.
“Wow Luke you left her speechless never knew that could happen.” Josh said with a chuckle.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

New chapters have been added.  Come see what is happening with Alexis, Amanda, Callie and Hannah.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Come see the new short stories by a new author to our website.  Find out what Susana has been up to in the short story section.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Have a story to share or ideas?


 I just want to tell you the 3 of us are having a "Spanking" Good time writing for you. We truly enjoy it!!
 We all started writing way before we opened the site.  We are very excited to share our stories with others.

Its very nice that we all 3 write stories together. We each have our own writing techniques. I like spanking stories with a little romance and not alot of detail. That is what I like to read and write.. I am getting more into detail in a few of my stories. We often help each other out when were stuck and its great to share ideas with each other.

Dee Dee likes alot of romance and alot of detail with some spanking in most of hers. She does write some that get right to the spanking. Grace is good at writing a little of both. I think all in all we make a great team to help provide you with some interesting stories.

With that being said If there is something you would like to read about and we don't have it on our site please tell us.  Maybe you have some ideas to make our site more interesting. Maybe you have some ideas for our stories or the characters. Maybe you write if you do we encourage you to share it with us. We will post it on our website with your name. We will not take the credit for someone elses story.


So anyway please if you have any ideas or want us to share a story of yours. Feel free to e-mail it to us.

Thank you for your support and remember comments are always welcome.

The writing Team!!

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Paddles made by hubby

American Justice
Big Red w/ Cuban Flag
Personalized Named Paddle
Naughty Baby

Polypropylene Paddles

Come see what is happening with Alexis

New chapters have been added.  Come read what trouble Alexis is in now.

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Excerpt from Saving Beth

The next day when Beth got up Simon had already started the chores so she went out and took him some Lemonade. “Morning Miss Beth”

“Morning Mr. Simon, I brought you some lemonade.”

He looked at her with a smirk “Mr. Simon huh?”

“Well you keep calling me Miss Beth and it seems strange so I thought I’d show you.”

He chuckled “ok Beth…..the chores are almost done.”

“You didn’t have to do the chores all by yourself.  I could have helped you. I have been doing them myself for a long time now.”

“Well from here on out I will be doing most of them.”

“I can’t pay you much.”

“You won’t pay me anything.  Room and board is all I need.  I’m not here for money; I am here to help you.”

“No, that wouldn’t be right. I will pay you.” She then stomped of to milk the cow and take care of the chickens. She was not about to be beholding to any man.  No matter who he was.  Somehow she would manage to pay him back once the farm was operating better.  After finishing the milking and gathering the eggs, she put them in the house and went to hitch up the team up so she could begin to plow the fields.

Simon saw her working with the horses and the plow and went over to her.  “Woah, what are you doing Beth?” He took the reins from her.

“Well the fields don’t plow themselves.”

“I told you I would do most of the farming the chickens and cows you can do. The rest is man’s work.  Besides the baby needs you.  You can’t tend to him while you are plowing the fields.”

“MAN’S WORK!?” She put her hands on her hips squaring up to him.  “I will have you know Mister this woman can do man’s work better than some men.  And I tie a sling around me and take the baby with me when I am going to be away from the house for more than a few minutes.”  He let go of the reigns squaring up with her.  He had a scowl on his face from her attitude but she didn’t back down. “Also I don’t have much money to pay you and if you think I’m gonna pay you in other ways then you should get on your horse and leave.”

He started walking towards her grabbing her harm “First of all WOMAN I don’t need or want your money and secondly” He paused as he sat down on a bucket pulling her over his knee.

“What are you doing?”  Beth demanded trying to pull out of his iron grip.

“Secondly I don’t take kindly to you thinking I’m gonna do you wrong.” With that he started smacking her bottom over her thin worn dress.

“Owww, stop you’re hurting me. I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said that.” He gave her a few more swats and he stood her up.

“Those were just love pats you will mind me and do as you’re told or you will be a sorry little girl.”

She huffed, “I am a grown woman.  How dare you spank me?!”  She was furious at him for taking such a liberty with her.  No one had ever dared spank her and she was not about to let this man do it now, not that she could really stop him if he had decided to.

He gave her a look that made her question herself for a moment.  “I am here to take care of you, even if that means I have to protect you from your own foolishness.  So if you want to push me now you know how I will deal with it; don’t you?  Now, Elizabeth I’m going into town and getting a few things I will be back to plow and I better not catch you plowing do you understand me? If you touch this team while I’m gone I will make that spanking I just gave you feel ten times worse do you understand?”

“Yes” She huffed, in a none too respectful tone.

“Elizabeth Jane” He said as he grabbed her arm “You best listen to me.”

Something about him saying her full name and the heat still coming from her back side made her feel loved and cared about for the first time in years.

“Yes sir I understand.” She stomped off.  “Who does he think he is riding in here with his spankings and threats and taking over my farm?” She kicked her foot on the ground kicking up dirt.

He chuckled she was cute all sassy.  She was talking to herself and not him but he overheard every single word.  “I’m Simon Andrews.  Us Andrews take care of a pretty lady in need and I’m here to take care of you.  That is how my Pa raised me.”  He called after her.

She jumped as she hadn’t expected him to hear her.  Quickly recovering herself she just stomped into the house and yelled “I’m not a woman in need MISTER!!” then she slammed the door.

He just tipped his hat and rode of that with a grin. “No you are a little girl in need of a very good spanking.” He chuckled to himself.

While in town he got a lot of greetings. When he told them where he was staying of course the women started gossiping right away.  They always thought Beth was poor and too lower class to be around and then she had that baby. He was glad when he ran into his uncle.

“Hey Simon; how are things with Beth?”

“She sure is a handful but I like the spit fire. The way the town’s folks talk about her you should’ve just sent her to us. Especially since she has a baby.”

“I tried but she wouldn’t go. Me and your aunt were supposed to take the baby and we still might. She gave him to us at birth but he wouldn’t drink cow’s milk or even take a bottle at all.”

“Give you the baby? Why on earth would she do that?”

“Son do you know how she got that baby? She’s never had a husband not even a beau for that matter. That’s why I didn’t say anything about the baby in my letter. I didn’t want the whole family knowing her business and the baby was supposed to be with us. The baby doesn’t even have a name.”

Simon shook his head. “I figured as much that she never had a beau.  I’m ok with the baby and I’m glad she didn’t give him up. We will figure it all out.”

“You are a good man Simon.”

            “Thank you sir. I’m just gonna try and do want any good man would. She is a woman in distress that needs someone.”

“That she is son.”

“I best get back to the farm and see what she is up to. I’m very glad you sent for me she needs me. I also think I she could be good for me in a way.”

“Does she think that?”

“No but she will in time.” They both chuckled as they rode off to their respective destinations.

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Friday, June 28, 2013


Please, after you have read the stories, come back to the blog and give us your feedback.  Tell us what you like and let us know what stories you want more of.  It helps us to plan our writing schedules and our next stories.


Thursday, June 27, 2013

A new poll has been added to the website.  Please go to to vote.

What tends to be your husbands mood when you are physically punished?


Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Looking for a good book to read?

Maybe you like mystery, or Victorian times or maybe even just some naughty young ladies and  your looking for some good clean cdd spanking stories don't forget to stop by our website. its totally free to sign up and enjoy the stories.. looking forward to seeing you there and hearing your comments!!!

Monday, June 24, 2013

The winner of the paddle is......... Corinne Alexander.  Congratulations!!!!!!   Please email me at so I can get some information for your paddle.

Thank you for everyone that participated.  If you are interested in getting a paddle you can email me as well.  Otherwise we will give another one away at the fall event. 

Paddle Drawing

We have had a death in the family.  I am heading home to be with my husband.  I will do the drawing for the paddle this evening.  If you have not entered and wish to do so please comment on this post or the Spankee Doodle Dandy post and I will put your name in the drawing.  I planned to do the drawing at 5pm.  It might be slightly after that due to these circumstances.

Excerpt from E-Date

Angie was thinking of all these things when she heard her IM alert telling her she had a message.  She looked and smiled, it was lovingleader. 

lovingleader:  “Hey how’s my girl tonight?”

          littleangel:  “Tired, it’s been a hard day.”

          lovingleader:  “I’m sorry.  Why was it hard?”

          littleangel:  “Work.  There is someone there who just doesn’t think I know how to do my job.  He is constantly trying to tell me how to do things and he knows nothing about what I do.  It is just difficult.”

          lovingleader:  “I understand, I have someone at work that is difficult to work with as well.”

          littleangel:  “I don’t really want to even think about work anymore.”

          lovingleader:  “I can agree with you there.  What would you like to talk about?”

          littleangel:  “Hmmmmmm, how about snuggling….lol”

          lovingleader:  “Cute, but kind of hard to do through a computer, and talking about it is not near as fun as doing it.”

          littleangel:  “True.”

          Angie talked to lovingleader for several hours before he insisted she go to bed. 

lovingleader:  “It’s getting pretty late baby.  You need to get in bed.  We both have work tomorrow.”

littleangel:  “I don’t want to go to bed yet.  I like talking to you.  I’m not the least bit tired.”

lovingleader:  “Are you arguing with me young lady?”

littleangel:  “ummmm….kind of…maybe….just a little bit.”

lovingleader:  “Do you think that is wise?”

littleangel:  “Well considering that you can’t do anything about it, I’m thinking maybe yes?”

lovingleader:  “I have a very long memory.  So I ask again do you really want to argue with me?”

littleangel:  “Sigh, I guess not.”

lovingleader:  “That’s better.  Now get in bed.  I will talk to you tomorrow night.”

littleangel:  “Yes sir. Goodnight.”

He always insisted that she go to bed.  Telling her to be good and go to bed because she needed her rest for work.  It was nice having someone that cared about her like that, even if it was only an online friend right now.  He was sweet yet definitely had the dominant traits that she wanted in a man.  Maybe one day she would get up the nerve to ask him more personal questions.  So far she had avoided asking where he lived, or his real name, or any of that kind of information.  She just enjoyed their conversations and daydreamed about what he might be like in person.

Once she signed off IM, she went and got changed for bed but was still restless.  It had been a very bad day at work and she was still way too wound up.  She knew she had agreed to go to bed but she was torn between going to bed and tossing and turning or staying up until she became tired.  She couldn’t lie to him, so she decided to fudge it.  She went to bed, stayed there a few minutes and then got up and got back online signing in to email but not on IM.  That way she could say she had gone to bed if he asked which he sometimes did.

Because she typically got so engrossed in her conversations with lovingleader, she had let herself get behind in responding to the group posts, so she worked her way through the backlog of posts responding here and there, not thinking that the time stamp on the posts would let him know what she was doing.  Just over an hour later as she was finished catching up on the posts and finally feeling tired but much better, she was a shocked to see an email from him.  If the subject line were any indication, the content of the email was not going to be pleasant.   She knew he was only on email and couldn’t do anything, yet his comment that he had a long memory caused a knot to form in her stomach because what if they did meet and develop a relationship.  Maybe not listening to him wasn’t such a great idea after all.

The subject line said “Direct Disobedience Young Lady?!”  Angie looked at the email and wondered if she should even open it.  She thought about ignoring it and just going to bed but knew that was just delaying the inevitable.  Unless she just deleted it the email wasn’t going to just go away, and if she did that she would still have to talk to him about it tomorrow.  The only way to avoid it would be to stop talking to him altogether and that idea made Angie feel sick.  She really liked this man, more than she had anyone before.  He was exactly the type of man she had hoped to meet one day so the idea of just avoiding him was…..well just not an option.  Angie sat there for several long minutes staring at the email, before she finally took a deep breath and clicked on it to open it.

I told you that it was bedtime.  You know you have to be up early for work and you have a much worse time at work when you do not get enough rest.  Every single time we have talked the day after you didn’t get enough rest you have told me about how hard your day was and how bad your mood was.  Yet when I told you to go to bed you just signed out of IM and stayed up to do other things online.  I can see that you do need someone to look out for you.  There is no question about it that this was direct disobedience.  I wonder what we should do about this.  I told you I have a very long memory, I will not forget.  I strongly suggest you get your little butt in bed where it belongs young lady.

           Angie sighed, hit reply simply wrote. “Yes sir. I’m sorry. I’m going.” Then she shut her computer down and went to bed.  She lay awake for a few minutes thinking about what he would say to her the next night when they talked.  She was sure that had they been an actual couple and not just an online couple she would be in real trouble.  That gave her a mixed feeling.  She longed for a man like lovingleader to be in her life, to take care of her and be the one she could depend on always, yet the idea of landing herself in trouble made her nervous.  It was with all of these thoughts running through her mind that she drifted off to sleep for the few remaining hours before she had to get up for work.
April - for the rest of the story